This is who i am

I spend my life,
trying to do things right
but all I do is fall to my face
with my hands on my head so many times
but then I learnt, after being burnt
to get back up and push straight on
stop the tears people move on, on


Well it's alright to be myself
now I've learnt to stand
well it's ok to be just who I am
I spent years really hating me
longing to be friends,
now I hope that you can understand
This is who I am


Now when life gets tough
I'm quick to hurry up
I run all day, I run through the night
I break down walls, I hit up high
I don't care if I'm fat,
or if you think my clothes are bad
'cos I can go to sleep at night,
I'm a good person and I'll get by


Well It's alright to be myself
now I've learnt to stand
well it's ok to be just who I am
I spent years really hating me
longing to be friends,
now I hope that you can understand
This is who I am


Are you someone,
are you someone,
are you someone,
someone like me
you deserve,
you deserve,
you deserve to be free
'cos the world will keep spinning,
and you'll be trapped in it


Well it's alright to be myself
now I've learnt to stand
well it's ok to be just who I am
I!ve spent years really hating me
longing to be friends, now I hope that you can understand
This is who I am



p/s: be who you want to be! not what others wanna see...

LOVE

>.<

THINGS TO DO BEFORE 20/11/09

1. Submit Literature Review ~3000 words
2. Submit Method Section
3. Get images - immunofluorescence microscopy
4. Get images - deconvolution misroscopy
5. Get images - confocal microscopy
6. Renew contract of the house
7. Oral presentation?
8. Souvenir shopping
9. Make a proper planning for my 1 month summer holiday
10. More to come?

Now all I need to do is

Take a real deep breath,
haaaaaaa...
huuuuuuuu...

Count to ten
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10!

Then
try to
tackle each task
one step at a time!
wooooooo

tp
sempat ke??
huhuhuhuh

By hook
or by crook
All tasks need to be completed
or else
I will ruin my holiday >.<

.....................................................................................

I wish I can have a very good holiday this year,
away from my books,
away from lab stuffs,
- from mice,
slides,
microtome,
cryostat,
microscopes,
all in all,
away from Melbourne!

juz wanna spend my valuable time
with my loved ones,
happily and
cheerfully

not to forget
wanna sumbat my perut
with Malaysian food
keropok lekor
budu
fruits
vege
junk food
KFC
PIZZA HUT
and byk lg~
as much as I can :P

InsyaALLAH
yeay!!

p/s: so tunggu apa lagi??
get to work now!!
(=_=) zZZ

for you...

by: Sami Yusuf





Without your warmth, without your smile
Without you, by my side
The world was so cold, I felt so lost
Without your light, I felt so blind

A thousand miles I'd run and walk
A thousand times I'd slip and fall
But for you I'd do it again
A thousand times

You gave me hope, you let me dream
Made me believe I can still trust
You raised me up, you gave me wings
Just like a kite in the sky

No words are enough to convey
All the things I want to say
I won't even try 'cos I know
Deep down you feel how much I care

Now I hold my head up high
I see my dreams coming true
Peace be with you my dearest friend
In my heart you will remain

A thousand miles I'd run and walk
A thousand times I'd slip and fall
But for you I'd do it again

A thousand times




p/s: to all my friends who will be leaving for good this year.

One word:
THANKS!

Thank you so much for being my friend ~
Thanks 'cos always willing to give a helping hand whenever I need it.
Each one of you have taught me a lot, really!

May your life be filled with dazzling blessings just as I am blessed by being your friend.

Love you all a thousand times~!

hurting

He knows

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows


When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows


No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows


When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows


When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows


When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows


You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows


Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.

Allah knows




Allah knows what's best for us
So why should we complain?
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain

We always want the laughter
And the merriment of cheer
But our hearts lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear

Allah tests us often
With suffering and with sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
But to help us meet tomorrow

For growing trees are strengthened
If they withstand the storm
And the sharp cut of the chisel
Gave the marble grace and form

Allah tests us often
And for every bit of pain
Provided we are patient
Is followed by rich gain

So whenever we are down
And everything is going wrong
It is just Allah's way
To make our spirit strong



http://www.islamawareness.net/Poems/poem0008.html






p/s: Am such a bad 'manusia'
in time of joy, I rarely appreciate you
but in time of sorrow, I will always turn to you

ada empat isteri ke? fuyyyoo!!

Are you against polygamy?
Not keen to read a lengthy post?

Just spend 2minutes
read this story till the end of the page.

On your first glance you might think that this story is absolutely rubbish and definitely irrelevant to your life.

But you might get something out of this~


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Once upon a time. There was a rich merchant who had four wives.

He loved the fourth wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the third wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men.

He too, loved his second wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times.

Now, the merchant's first wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.

One day, the merchant fell ill.

Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself,

"Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I'll be alone. How lonely I'll be!"

Thus, he asked the fourth wife,

"I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No way!" replied the fourth wife and she walked away without another word.

The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant's heart.

The sad merchant then asked the third wife,

"I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No!" replied the third wife. "Life is so good over here! I'm going to remarry when you die!"

The merchant's heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the second wife,

"I always turned to you for help and you've always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!" replied the second wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave."

The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.

Then a voice called out:

"I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go."The merchant looked up and there was his first wife.

She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition.

Greatly grieved, the merchant said,

"I should have taken much better care of you while I could have!"

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Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives!!!

The fourth wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.

Our third wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others.

The second wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

The first wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material wealth and sensual pleasure.

Guess what? It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go. Perhaps it's a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it now rather than to wait until we're on our deathbed to lament.

*retrieved from http://www.ezsoftech.com/stories/mis25.asp